UNDER THE WEATHER

I have been sick. Like can't get off the couch sick for several days. The details I will spare you. I only say that to say that this new year hasn't gotten off to the start I expected. My Christmas decorations are still up, the house is a wreck, and although the boys are back to their half-day programs we have not started homeschool back up. Our planned start back date was January 6th. That was yesterday. I haven't even changed the calendar in our homeschool room from December. I am trying to not let it get the best of me. I am trying to be a little more go with the flow. I am trying to really take on and appreciate the flexibility of homeschooling. That kind of flexible attitude that says, "Oh it isn't a big deal. We will catch up." I know I have friends who do it. Just this year a friend moved and from what I understand they pretty much ceased all schooling for a few weeks. I have another friend who just had a baby. I am sure that really rocks the daily schedule. Their feathers do not seem ruffled at all. I know that other moms get sick. It happens. In fact, I would probably feel a lot better overall if I didn't feel like there was a huge dark cloud over my head that thunders, "You should be doing school stuff today." I guess I am just a little new to this and a little too used to the institution of school taking place a certain way. I know I will get more flexible with time and I hope a little more laid back. For now, I am just going to have to turn it over to the Lord for peace of mind and pray that Grayson does not forget how to read or add before I get back on my feet.